Salam 
hope u r all doin’ well ,,
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this is just a bored, busy minded girl chitchat 
so before you read, if u r going to argue, or criticize please leave now !
well after this have been said, I pulled my hair back, drinking my scented tea 
and listening to Fairuz
I guess I’m ready to go
( 1)
I’ve always faced the problem of my ideas being interrupted
I mean for one second I’d think about that late assignment, the next second I’d think about an idea for a photograph, and while I’m thinking of these two things I’m thinking about a song lyrics, chatting on my bbm, and checking my Facebook along with my msn !
well you get the idea !
I can’t concentrate on one thing, which led my mind to be always busy !
Heaven forbid if my mind do stop for a second !
and when I decide I’m not thinking anymore, at least for 5 minute ugh
I find my self thinking about “not thinking”
WHAT THE HELL !! 
( 2)
At night I would go to be bed 
, laying my head on my pillow thinking how peaceful this night is
NOT ! as my conscience doesn’t think it’s enough to blame me all day
“it” starts again, repeating every conversation of the day
aaaah how frustrating !
( 3)
Ok so this is kinda hard to explain
when certain people make them selves a part of my day, make me get used to them
as a habit or something like that, umm it get’s me worried and afraid
I mean I love that specially when you become a good part of my day
but to think that someday a thing may change, that they may leave
I’ll be left alone,, 
Ok you may say this is life, nothing stays the way it is
yet, it’s a difficult issue for me..
I admit, I can’t get over it -_- pssssh
anyhooooow Allah la y7rmni mn the ppl who make life special and worth living 
what else,, what else
God, wallah you are good ppl if u r still reading this 
hehe it shows you wanna know how do I think ;p
trust me you wont be able to know, give up >.< lol
Or maybe you are just bored , humm well suit your self 
( 4)
It really upsets me when I feel people around me are intimidating me and underestimating my powers and abilities
I mean I feel that I got a purpose living in this life, I wanna achieve things ! 
I don’t want to leave this world without a mark !
yet surroundings and people around me sometimes make it hard to still believe 
hummm
( 5)
I’m a person who always carries doubts
no matter how much my heart tells me to trust something
and that a certain thing is true and right
still ! I always have doubts 
no offense people bss this is me -_-
So please do remind me very often how much you mean things you say and do 
wuv u ;$ 
( 6)
I don’t really appreciate people talking about me 
specially when they don’t know me well
No matter how the person is in front of you
you DON’T have the right to judge his/her personality without previous knowing
Oooooky I guess this was much like it
If I get anymore crazy ideas there’s a possibility I’m coming back lol
no cameras please, questions will be answered via my secretary (A) LAME I know -_-”
Well Thank you for reading this
I’m not sorry though hehe you chose to waste your time and read
and as a wise woman once said
” A person gotta stand up for what he/she have done, and actually you have nothing to do about it ” 
peace
For my 18th Birthday I don’t want jewelry
