A full scheduled girl chat -_-

Salam

hope u r all doin’ well ,,

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this is just a bored, busy minded girl chitchat  so before you read, if u r going to argue, or criticize please leave now !

well after this have been said, I pulled my hair back, drinking my scented tea  and listening to Fairuz

I guess I’m ready to go

( 1)

I’ve always faced the problem of my ideas being interrupted

I mean for one second I’d think about that late assignment, the next second I’d think about an idea for a photograph, and while I’m thinking of these two things I’m thinking about a song lyrics, chatting on my bbm, and checking my Facebook along with my msn !

well you get the idea !

I can’t concentrate on one thing, which led my mind to be always busy !

Heaven forbid if my mind do stop for a second !

and when I decide I’m not thinking anymore, at least for 5 minute ugh

I find my self thinking about “not thinking”

WHAT THE HELL !!

( 2)

At night I would go to be bed , laying my head on my pillow thinking how peaceful this night is

NOT ! as my conscience doesn’t think it’s enough to blame me all day

“it” starts again, repeating every conversation of the day

aaaah how frustrating !

( 3)

Ok so this is kinda hard to explain

when certain people make them selves a part of my day, make me get used to them

as a habit or something like that, umm it get’s me worried and afraid

I mean I love that specially when you become a good part of my day

but to think that someday a thing may change, that they may leave

I’ll be left alone,,

Ok you may say this is life, nothing stays the way it is

yet, it’s a difficult issue for me..

I admit, I can’t get over it -_- pssssh

anyhooooow Allah la y7rmni mn the ppl who make life special and worth living

what else,, what else

God, wallah you are good ppl if u r still reading this  hehe it shows you wanna know how do I think ;p

trust me you wont be able to know, give up >.< lol

Or maybe you are just bored , humm well suit your self

( 4)

It really upsets me when I feel people around me are intimidating me and underestimating my powers and abilities

I mean I feel that I got a purpose living in this life, I wanna achieve things !

I don’t want to leave this world without a mark !

yet surroundings and people around me sometimes make it hard to still believe

hummm

( 5)

I’m a person who always carries doubts

no matter how  much my heart tells me to trust something

and that a certain thing is true and right

still ! I always have doubts :\

no offense people bss this is me -_-

So please do remind me very often how much you mean things you say and do

wuv u ;$

( 6)

I don’t really appreciate people talking about me

specially when they don’t know me well

No matter how the person is in front of you

you DON’T have the right to judge his/her personality without previous knowing

Oooooky I guess this was much like it

If I get anymore crazy ideas there’s a possibility I’m coming back lol

no cameras please, questions will be answered via my secretary (A) LAME I know -_-”

Well Thank you for reading this

I’m not sorry though hehe you chose to waste your time and read

and as a wise woman once said

” A person gotta stand up for what he/she have done, and actually you have nothing to do about it ”

peace