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Salam

hey everyone hope everything is goin well with you

ya allah how fast the days past, it seems just like yesterday when we were saying allahm bl3′na rama6′an

and now wow it’s almost over..

“I’ll have this all sorted out

If my mind would just stop racing”

umm anyhow that’s a thing I’ll talk about later,

Have you ever noticed that wanting something so bad, lead to losing it !!

I dunno I never like to generalize an idea, but to come to think of it..

almost every thing I wanted so bad, slipped away from between my hands !

which is a very sad and frustrating thing !

I mean I always say don’t over-load your self and mind, everything is going to work out just great.

I find my self telling that to other people fully believing of it, and then the part that leads me to cry, that I never take the same advise I share with people around me !!

ugh !!!

I’m talking about this because I know many of you do the same,,

“Cause I’m waiting for tonight

Been waiting for tomorrow

I’m somewhere in between

What is real

Just a dream”

certainty !

ok I gotta say this, there’s NOTHING in life that I can be certain about !!

except death ! because I know that when death comes everything comes to an end,

a fine good closure if I may say..

even when you are dead out of sudden everyone think you were the best, and everyone start talking about how much they loved you !!

umm well am alive !!! why wouldn’t I see, hear and feel all of that while I can ?!!!

people never change, and we never change

deep inside where all the same little creature that grew in our mom’s bellies or to be specific uterus, for nine months.. maybe less maybe more,

I my self was beyond the ninth month with two weeks :\

humm maybe that’s the reason for all this confusion

well !

going through anything in life is a matter of “I guess it’s gonna have to hurt,

I guess I’m gonna have to cry,

And let go of some things I’ve loved,

To get to the other side”

Sometimes you take the risk, sometimes you let your self go..

other times you just stick to the same things you know, the things you are used to..

and then you wake up late at night with horror regretting all the years that passed by !

you hold your self together and you try so hard to convince your self you’ve always done the right thing, and there wasn’t anything else left to do…

but deep inside you know you are fooling no one but your self !

and that’s my dear,,is what hurts the most !

“I never want to see you unhappy

I thought you’d want the same for me”

Seeing someone I deeply care about feeling hurt, broken or even a bit sad hurts me like hell :\

ugh I do try my best to cheer them up tho

sooo lol yah SMILE everyone <3

what else !!!everyone has their special people and stuff

so keep ‘em close never risk losing them “please?”

waaaa bss lool I guess that’s enough of speaking ! :p

Luv ya all ;*

t.c