My Random,, psssh thingy ! lol

28/08/2009 Manal تعليق واحد

Salam

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kl 3am wa entm b5air wa mbrok 3leekm elsh-hr <3

Alla yj3lna wa eyakm wa mn 7beena mn 3wadh b el97ah wa el3afyah

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Soooo I was thinking this morning, how many random things could come across this mind lol

anyhoooow here are some crazy, most realistic, annoying and random thoughts and facts that run through Manal’s head (A) !

.

Paranoid people annoy me -_-”
Time passes REALLY REALLY fast ! shit man years are running and you feel you haven’t done a thing !
I wanna study abroad !! ugh just get me out of here, not that I don’t like my country, but it’s just that I wanna live and try other things !
Reassuring wont kill you, so be kind.. reassure me every once and a while <3 ;*
Faith, hope and trust are sacred thing for me
Live your life based on your beliefs not what other people think !!
What makes something wrong wrong, I mean for secondary stuff you measure how right from wrong the thing you are doing based on your *expectations *Look at life *Standards * Morals and *benefits
We’re all more hurt than what we show !
I believe in guardian angels <3 !
I have my doubts most of the times
Studying is a MAJOR THING you need to care about
I love the volunteering work I do, even if a big group of society don’t encourage and support us.
when it comes to writing am #1 moody about it !! which I REALLY hate about my self ugh u.u”
I love # 7 :p
I hate my uni for several reason’s * it’s so DAMN far ! *There aren’t professional Dr. and instructors *You are never treated FAIRLY ! * No useful, fun-full activities *People in charge psssh forget about it ! * a quiet percentage of girls whom are snoopy, naive or sneaky !
When I’m not ok, I’m NOT OK ! so deal with it
I always love music and movie recommendations so be sweet, send me some !
I used “still I guess” believe in signs and luck.
19- EVERYTHING happens for a reason !
20- What Allah have destined for you, you’ll get it even if the whole world stood against you.
And whatever Allah haven’t destined to be, wont be ! even if the whole world helped you to get it !!
I usually shut my self away, so I wont get hurt :\
I wish I could fly !
I love to dance around my room, but I hate that I still think of people while doing that -_-”
I love recording videos !
I’m not the very jealous kind but I don’t like people messing around !
I wear label brands ‘cuz I like them ! not to show off !!
I LOVE getting flowers, and good surprises !
I ADORE photography check out my galleries here & here
I ALWAYS wonder where will I end up and who will I end up with
Marriage IS NOT ALL WHAT LIFE IS ABOUT, there are MANY other VERY IMPORTANT things in life.
A women doesn’t necessary need a man :\ yet the society insists that women can’t live without men -_-”, well men ALSO CAN’T live without women ! admit it we were made equal to stand by each other !
I like black nail polish ! and am not emo :p
I hate all the crap thingys I used to think about and do in my early teenager years x.x”
I Love my friends
Don’t you EVER ignore me
Easiest way to my heart is to stay honest, straight direct, I don’t like games and mysteries !
I’m a music addict :\
I wanna cry ,, “mo mn shr enshallah”
Mostly ALL PARENTS are the same huh haha that’s so sad
DO IT< wow random haha
I own way many pairs of shoes :\
I’ve a nose piercing :p <3
If tattoo’s were 7alal I’d get one or maybe two hehe!
I love Youtube !
Sometimes I wonder if I’m doing the right things
Sometimes I go back and wonder if I might have gone wrong somewhere along the way
I don’t like wearing a lot of make up :\
If you treat me badly and kept on doing that, simply a huge X, dude you’re out !
Thank you for being you, Thank you for being here,,

.

To be continued…

Categories: ثرثرة بالـ"عامي".!, فضفضه..', وجهة نظر الوسوم:thinking, thoughts, random, facts, crazy, annoying, manal, realistic, me, Beliefs, reason, causes

هم لا يعلمون أبداً

20/08/2009 Manal أضف تعليق

death star by ~Ivan-Suta on deviantART http://bit.ly/DruiA

لا أذكر من حديثك سوى بعض تمتمات
ذكرت بها كم تود أن تترك الحياة
سأذهب إلى الجنات..قلت لي
وبعيناك يقين
بلسانك أمل وترقب
وقلبك يدعو من أعماقه
من بعدها..لا أجدني
لا أعلم في الحقيقه ماذا حدث بعد ذلك
لربما فقدت وعيي لبضع ثواني..أو دقائق
لم أشعر بوجودي
لم أكن هناك.!
ترجلت من سيارتك..
ومضيت دون أنبس بأي كلمه
هويت على باب حجرتي
رامية حقيبتي..
بضع قطع من عبائتي
واحلامي سوياً..
في البداية..حاولت ان اتماسك..
بقيت أتذكر كم أنا قويه..
كم هي الحياة مليئه بالأمل..
وأن الله لا يتخلى عن عباده..
ولكنني لم أستطع..
فتداعيت..وسقطت..حد الإنهيار..
بكيت حتى كاد شهيقي يقتلني..
بكيت حتى ظننت أن لا أحد قد بكى من قبلي..
بكيت..وبكيت..
لأنهض بعد أن اقنعت نفسي بأن لا جدوى..
مسحت بقايا دموع تعلقت بملامحي..
عيناي أصبحتا كالدماء..
و بقايا رسوم سوداء..خطت طريقها إلى أسفل وجنتاي..

حتى أضحى خارطة بؤس

حقا حاولت ان استجمع ذاتي..
حملت بعضي..وذهبت إليك..
أقاتل مابنفسي من حزن يغشى..
واحارب دموع أبت إلا ان تتحدر على رؤياك..
شهقت..مجدداً..
وركضت أختبيء..أبحث..
لا مكان يحتويني سواك..
ولا أمل يبقيني عداك..
أتساقط..واتناثر..شتات..
حتى لم يبق بي..
سوا الانكسار..
شققت كل اوراقهم..
تقاريرهم الطبية الحمقاء..
هم لا يعلمون أبداً..
بثثتها في كل مكان..
وكأنني أشفي غليلي بها..
وارتميت وحدي..
في النيران وحدي..

منال 25.9.08

Categories: تمتمات..', فضفضه..' الوسوم:موت, هم, وحدي, يعلمون, أبداً, الله, الطبية, بكاء, تقاريرهم

سبع سنينٍ من النحس !

19/08/2009 Manal أضف تعليق

swimming in broken mirrors by *visceral on deviantART http://bit.ly/FPofZ

لحظة غـــضب

حطمت مِرْئَآْتِيْ

أوحقاً سبع سنينٍ من النحس !

في الحقيقة لا أكترث

مع تجاهل حقيقة أن الحظ قد فارقني يوم ولادتي

فكل هذه مجرد خزعبلات
نسجتها مخيلة عجوز شمطاء
لترعب بها أطفالاً حطموا شغباً إنعكاساً لقبحها

فـ أضحت الحقيقة مؤلمة أكثر

` منال 28.10.07

Categories: تمتمات..' الوسوم:لحظة, مرآه, النحس, انعكاس, حطمت, خزعبلات, سنين, سبع, غضب

و أنا أؤمن`

19/08/2009 Manal أضف تعليق

Dead_of_Morning_by_NakorTBR

Dead of Morning by ~NakorTBR on deviantART http://bit.ly/TdehX

حمقى ,,

يؤمنون بأن آلأشجار حقاً تموت واقفة

و أنا أؤمن بأنها تنتحب حتى يشيخ بها الزمان ويسقطها!

`

منال 26.10.07

Categories: تمتمات..', وجهة نظر الوسوم:واقفة, يسقطها, يشيخ, آلأشجار, الزمان, تموت, تنتحب, حمقى

For my 18th Birthday,,

04/07/2009 Manal تعليق واحد

For my 18th Birthday I don’t want jewelry

neither fancy boxes wrapped in colorful ribbons

Sure ! that would be nice

but all what I really “need”

is love, safe, health and wealth

for me, and love ones

For my 18th Birthday

I don’t want to write poems

neither cry over songs

I’m getting older

and certainly life will get sweeter “enshallah”

For my 18th Birthday

I “need” a hug, a kiss on the forehead

and maybe on the cheek

For my 18th Birthday

I just wanna fly away

For my 18th Birthday

I want God to kill my obsessive thoughts

I want him to bless me, give me faith

For my 18th Birthday

I’m getting older, hopefully wiser

and madly fighting for life with all I got

For my 18th Birthday

I ask God to only send me a guardian angel

and that would be enough for the rest of my life

‘ Manal

Happy birthday to me !

Categories: تمتمات..', فضفضه..' الوسوم:18th, birthday, for, Happy, my, tulip

الإدخالات اللأحدث مدخلات قديمة

❝ Manal Khalid ❞

My Random,, psssh thingy ! lol

Salam

.

.

kl 3am wa entm b5air wa mbrok 3leekm elsh-hr <3

Alla yj3lna wa eyakm wa mn 7beena mn 3wadh b el97ah wa el3afyah

.

.

.

.

Soooo I was thinking this morning, how many random things could come across this mind lol

anyhoooow here are some crazy, most realistic, annoying and random thoughts and facts that run through Manal’s head (A) !

.

.

Paranoid people annoy me -_-”

Time passes REALLY REALLY fast ! shit man years are running and you feel you haven’t done a thing !

I wanna study abroad !! ugh just get me out of here, not that I don’t like my country, but it’s just that I wanna live and try other things !

Reassuring wont kill you, so be kind.. reassure me every once and a while <3 ;*

Faith, hope and trust are sacred thing for me

Live your life based on your beliefs not what other people think !!

What makes something wrong wrong, I mean for secondary stuff you measure how right from wrong the thing you are doing based on your *expectations *Look at life *Standards * Morals and *benefits

We’re all more hurt than what we show !

I believe in guardian angels <3 !

I have my doubts most of the times

Studying is a MAJOR THING you need to care about

I love the volunteering work I do, even if a big group of society don’t encourage and support us.

when it comes to writing am #1 moody about it !! which I REALLY hate about my self ugh u.u”

I love # 7 :p

I hate my uni for several reason’s * it’s so DAMN far ! *There aren’t professional Dr. and instructors *You are never treated FAIRLY ! * No useful, fun-full activities *People in charge psssh forget about it ! * a quiet percentage of girls whom are snoopy, naive or sneaky !

When I’m not ok, I’m NOT OK ! so deal with it

I always love music and movie recommendations so be sweet, send me some !

I used “still I guess” believe in signs and luck.

19- EVERYTHING happens for a reason !

20- What Allah have destined for you, you’ll get it even if the whole world stood against you.

And whatever Allah haven’t destined to be, wont be ! even if the whole world helped you to get it !!

I usually shut my self away, so I wont get hurt :\

I wish I could fly !

I love to dance around my room, but I hate that I still think of people while doing that -_-”

I love recording videos !

I’m not the very jealous kind but I don’t like people messing around !

I wear label brands ‘cuz I like them ! not to show off !!

I LOVE getting flowers, and good surprises !

I ADORE photography check out my galleries here & here

I ALWAYS wonder where will I end up and who will I end up with

Marriage IS NOT ALL WHAT LIFE IS ABOUT, there are MANY other VERY IMPORTANT things in life.

A women doesn’t necessary need a man :\ yet the society insists that women can’t live without men -_-”, well men ALSO CAN’T live without women ! admit it we were made equal to stand by each other !

I like black nail polish ! and am not emo :p

I hate all the crap thingys I used to think about and do in my early teenager years x.x”

I Love my friends

Don’t you EVER ignore me

Easiest way to my heart is to stay honest, straight direct, I don’t like games and mysteries !

I’m a music addict :\

I wanna cry ,, “mo mn shr enshallah”

Mostly ALL PARENTS are the same huh haha that’s so sad

DO IT< wow random haha

I own way many pairs of shoes :\

I’ve a nose piercing :p <3

If tattoo’s were 7alal I’d get one or maybe two hehe!

I love Youtube !

Sometimes I wonder if I’m doing the right things

Sometimes I go back and wonder if I might have gone wrong somewhere along the way

I don’t like wearing a lot of make up :\

If you treat me badly and kept on doing that, simply a huge X, dude you’re out !

Thank you for being you, Thank you for being here,,

.

.

To be continued…

هم لا يعلمون أبداً

death star by ~Ivan-Suta on deviantART http://bit.ly/DruiA

حتى أضحى خارطة بؤس

منال 25.9.08

سبع سنينٍ من النحس !

swimming in broken mirrors by *visceral on deviantART http://bit.ly/FPofZ

` منال 28.10.07

و أنا أؤمن`

Dead of Morning by ~NakorTBR on deviantART http://bit.ly/TdehX

حمقى ,,

يؤمنون بأن آلأشجار حقاً تموت واقفة

و أنا أؤمن بأنها تنتحب حتى يشيخ بها الزمان ويسقطها!

What makes something wrong wrong, I mean for secondary stuff you measure how right from wrong the thing you are doing based on your expectations Look at life Standards Morals and *benefits

I hate my uni for several reason’s * it’s so DAMN far ! There aren’t professional Dr. and instructors You are never treated FAIRLY ! * No useful, fun-full activities People in charge psssh forget about it ! a quiet percentage of girls whom are snoopy, naive or sneaky !